cancer for christmas

I am merely your little doll
Propped up on your pillows
At your beck and call.
Arrange me then, in a suitable pose
Lay me down
And take off my clothes

Only to shove me
Among the rest of your toys
You lied when you said
You weren’t like the rest of the boys.

I patiently wait, for you to rediscover me
Brush me off
Take me away.

Just let me know when you want to play

Just a broken plaything
Sprawled out on the floor
Forgotten and unwanted
I’m your Barbie whore.

Mislead, 
Mistreated,
Most of all misused.
But it’s okay, 
‘Cause I like the abuse

Won’t you pick up
the pieces of me
Tape me together
and set me free?

I am merely your little doll
Propped up on your pillows
At your beck and call

When you said that you cared
You didn’t mean it at all.

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/MsViscous

Been there, done that, messed around
I’m having fun, don’t put me down
I’ll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won’t let you in again
The messages I tried to send
My information’s just not going in

I’m burning bridges shore to shore
I break away from something more
I’m not turned off to love until it’s cheap
Been there, done that, messed around
I’m having fun, don’t put me down
I’ll never let you sweep me off my feet

This time baby,
I’ll be, bulletproof
This time baby,
I’ll be, bulletproof

I won’t let you turn around
And tell me now I’m much too proud
To walk away from something when it’s dead
Do, do, do, your dirty words
Come out to play when you are hurt
There are certain things that should be left unsaid

Tick, tick, tick, tick on the watch
And life’s too short for me to stop
Oh, baby, your time is running out
I won’t let you turn around
And tell me now I’m much too proud
All you do is fill me up with doubt

This time baby,
I’ll be, bulletproof
This time baby,
I’ll be, bulletproof

This time…I’ll be…Bulletproof

Every single day,
I walk down the street
I hear people say ‘baby so sweet’
Ever since puberty,
Everybody stares at me
Boys, girls, I can’t help it baby
so be kind, and don’t lose your mind
just remember that I’m your baby

take me for what I am
who I was meant to be
and if you give a damn
take me baby,
or leave me

take me or leave me

a tiger in a cage
can never see the sun
this diva needs her stage
baby,lets have fun.
you are the one I choose
folks would kill to fill your shoes
you love the lime light too, now baby,
so be mine and don’t waste my time cryin’
‘honey bear are you still my, my, my baby?’

take me for what I am
who I was meant to be
and if you give a damn
take me baby or leave me

no way, can I be what I’m not
but hey, don’t you want your girl hot?

oh, don’t fight, don’t loose your head
‘cause every night who’s in your bed?
who?
who’s in your bed?
spoken:kiss pookie

it won’t work
I look before I leap
I love margins and discipline
I make list in my sleep baby
whats my sin?
never quit
I follow through
I hate mess but I love you
what do with my impromptu baby?
so be wise ‘cause this girl satisfies
you got a prize but don’t compromise
your one lucky baby

take me for what I am
who I was meant to be
and if you give a damn
take me baby or leave me

that’s it

the straw that breaks my back
I quit
unless you take it back
Women MAUREEN:What is it about them?
can’t live with them or without them

take me for what I am

who I was meant to be
who I was meant to be
and if you give a damn
and if you give a damn then
take me baby, or leave me
take me baby, take me or la-la-la-la-la-leave me
take me baby or leave me

guess I’m leaving, I’m gone!

Flailing. Arm. Distance

“don’t get all up in my fad”