August 2010
I like to touch myself.
I feel like the punching bag for everyone I love, they are the only people I never snap on, I just let them unload everything on to me, make me feel like shit, make me feel worthless, make everything seem like it’s my fault, so hopefully they can forgive themselves and be happy knowing they never did anything wrong.
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WHAT DOES IT MEAN THEN?
..
“Life was good
before I met,
the monster,
After,
life
was great,
At least
for a little while.”
I am starting to fiend regularly again. & yes it worries me a lot,
but then again I don’t want to stop.
ZOO.
Today I went to the Zoo for the first time in a very long time. I can’t even remember the last time I was there. It was a very warm day, nice though. Jibby and I went basically everywhere, it was a lot of fun, and I definitely enjoy my time with him. We share a lot of good laughs. I need to stop swearing around younger children. I wish I could have walked with the Mule Deer, too bad it was...
Anxiety
I think it started when I was in grade eight, I would have panic attacks over a number of different things, even little random things will set them off. It’s terrible, and I feel like just screaming and running somewhere to avoid the feeling, it feels like something is missing, or something is terribly wrong, but I can feel almost like a hollowness in my ribs, like my heart is super light...
Punk Rock Princess - something coporate
Maybe when the room is empty, Maybe when the bottle’s full. Maybe when the door gets broke down, Love can break in. Maybe when I’m done with thinking, Maybe you can think me whole. Maybe when I’m done with endings This can begin, this can begin This can begin. If you could be my punk rock princess, I would be your garage band king. You can tell me why you just...
Counting my blessings;
my neighbro/best friend
the summer
money from my shitty job
cigarettes to last me through tomorrow
going to the zoo tomorrow
my days off work
my non scary lamp
hot chocolate powder
new makeup
the weather
party weekends
my new relationship
late nights
& the usual.
“I am an old woman named after my mother
My old man is another child...”
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is now in a relationship;
This is my first official thing in awhile and I am looking forward to it.
<3
WHAT TO DO?
I can’t close my window because otherwise I feel like I am trapped,
but the fucking cold is pouring in through it onto me.
