October 2010
not good.
Okay so last night, I opened my screen and window to go out for my usual smoke on my roof. It seemed like a totally normal night and it was, however when I went back inside and closed the screen I heard a bug buzzing. I assumed it was a fly or small bug like that. To my shock, nope, it wasn’t a fly, it wasn’t even small. IT WAS A FUCKING HUGE DRAGONFLY, almost as big as my hand and...
September 2010
I have waited so long, don’t ruin this for me.
This never happens to me, fuck feelings.
whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy
claairelykins:
i really hope i got into the school play. or as i mentioned before, i will write my OWN play. about hanging myself.
Claairelykins, you are ‘dramatasizing’ that. <3 you will get a part.
Én soha nem volt érdemes a zavarásért.
Azt hiszem, szeretlek.
My Mouth Tastes Like Blood. huh
“I like to just sit back and think to myself that no one really fucking cares.”
Libra & Aquarius
A cool, detached, gorgeous, sensuous, intellectual and very photogenic combination.
For Libra: This is a compatible coalition. You are capable of making love in the highest form. You’re two of a kind. Neither of you care about detail nor domestics.
For Aquarius: Very well-suited couple both mentally and physically. Exciting, fun loving and carefree connection. Your spending habits...
I don't believe anyone understands.
“First they put away the dealers,
keep our kids safe and off the streets.
...”
lol whatt? that's cool →
“I AM GOING THROUGH JIBBY WITHDRAWALS.”
– imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou
I am thinking it’s a sign that the freckles In our eyes are mirror images and when We kiss they’re perfectly aligned And I have to speculate that God himself Did make us into corresponding shapes like Puzzle pieces from the clay True, it may seem like a stretch, but Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled Head when you’re away when I am missing you to death When...
I miss you D:
Claire Gjertsen
I love you girlfriend <3
oh gosh
this is probably one of the most depressing days of my life,.
prodigal son returns
FUCK YOU. You are so full of shit, and honestly I don’t care about you anymore. I want nothing to do with you, don’t walk into my room like this is your house, don’t touch my shit without asking, YOU ARE A GUEST HERE NOW after you fucking ran away. I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU LEFT ME TO DEAL WITH. For weeks I had to deal with mom crying and dad bring depressed, you are a selfish...
I like you
I’m bad with showing affection, I fear being vulnerable, and I am terrified of rejection. I honestly like you so much, probably more than you know and I promise if you stick around I’ll learn to let my guard down all the way and let you know every detail and story about me.
I totally had an epiphany today (:
Today was a good day for many reasons.
woke up singing “I love myself today..”
got ready, my hair was good
face was good
and clothes were nice
I got a ton of complements
smoke with casey
did two units of psychology
pretended to by an mru student
got free binders, lanyards, and applied for student council
tried to make girlfriends
more work
watched “10 things I hate about you” once I didn’t...
...
I am also fucking everything up like usual. I am so sorry.
..
I am being oppressed.
